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And in a moment, everything changes.

June 30, 2009

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There was no clue last night that would have led me to believe when I awoke this morning, life would be changed, and the changes made would be irrevocable. There was no little voice in my head saying “Be careful tomorrow, something big is going to happen” or “Get some rest because you will need […]


June 28, 2009

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I am so not ready to go out. Not on a date, not to a club, not on a train or a plane or even in an automobile. I do not want to relapse, on drugs, drink or dick, none of the D’s and tonight, if any, would be the night. So I am locking […]


June 28, 2009

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Didn’t write last night, fell asleep with half baked cradled in my arms, woke up to a glorious sticky mess and totally different from the sticky mess I’m used to waking up with. In desperate need of coconut cakes and coffee, this is another iPhone update, life in progress, a motion picture of sorts. Not […]


June 26, 2009


I was heading to lunch to meet my boy Dee Hustle at this hotspot off West Sunset. I’ve never been there, didn’t know what I was looking for. Saw two big burly black guys outside the address and called Dee confused. “I don’t know, this doesn’t look like the right place….” Dee calls his boy […]

Subject Matter

June 26, 2009

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Again, another evening where I don’t feel like writing. Where I feel as though I have nothing to put down on the page, no coherent thoughts powerful enough to manifest into grammatically structured sentences, flowing with ease and strength. I feel as though I’ve nothing to contribute to the world today. And this is a […]

Still awake…..

June 25, 2009

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11:25pm and still awake. Had coffee too late with JJ, right before we went on a walk through the canyons. I made her go all the way to the top, up baby bear and then down the steep ridge line, papa bear, and we fly like billy goats, like low saucers, while Saucy bombed the […]

And now, it’s time for the breakdown

June 23, 2009

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Never gonna get it never gonna get it never gonna get it wha whoa whoa whoaaaaaaa Nothing day today. Nothing big, nothing terribly exciting, nothing groundbreaking. Some crucial realizations in matters regarding the relationship with my mother, but other than that, nothing that would make me turn my head, or blink twice. Except a letter […]