Browsing All Posts published on »January, 2010«

Grace

January 15, 2010

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I haven’t finished a thing since I started my life, I don’t feel much like starting now. Walking now lonely has worked like a charm I’m the only one I have to let down. The past 36 hours have been a roller coaster of emotions. The helplessness I felt in dealing with the bank isn’t […]

Trying to Keep my Cool

January 13, 2010

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Ever since the whole fraud thing started I’ve been trying my best to keep my cool. It will work out. My bank will protect me and refund my stolen money. I have nothing to worry about. Apparently, after a 45 minute conversation with a man named Jose Cruz, who is a claims manager for Chase, […]

The Last Hurrah

January 12, 2010

54

I’m back, safe and sound. No need to worry, no need for concern. Well, there was a brief moment of concern when I first arrived at the airport in Vegas, but by the end of the trip, with my sobriety intact, not only was I glad I came, I am glad to be home and […]

Ready for Vegas?

January 8, 2010

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“Some say that as we grow up, we become different people at different ages, but I don’t believe this. I think we remain the same throughout, merely passing in these years from one room, to another, but always in the same house. If we unlock the rooms, we can look in and see ourselves beginning […]

Love Winter LA

January 7, 2010

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As the rest of the nation sits beneath a blanket of white fluff, I stand outside in shorts, drinking my morning coffee and smoking a cigarette. I’ve been on the west side since Tuesday night, stayed out here to hit therapy with Jill today so I’m close, and listening to the birds and little LA […]

Painting and Cooking

January 5, 2010

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A lovely day devoted to spending in my home, my Hollywood home with helicopters and sirens buzzing around me constantly, reminding me that while I paint and smoke, or write and drink coffee, life is happening outside, sometimes fast, sometimes slow, but it is always happening. No matter what I am doing. Today I spent […]

A Day From Hell…and still…

January 5, 2010

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Today started well. My first official day without the car, with commitments and things to do, places to be and people to see. My first adventure was a trip to Dr Reef, in Beverly Hills, and well… perhaps I should start at the beginning. I dropped off my rent check last night, divided into two […]