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February 27, 2010


Today was an emotional day. It started last night when Deezy and I noticed the earthquake in Chile via Twitter. That was around 11:30 and we couldn’t find any news stations that had reports. When we did around midnight, the broadcaster mentioned the chance this earthquake would cause tsunami waves in the Pacific. I didn’t […]

Shit Talking

February 25, 2010


Last night the boyfriend and I were grocery shopping. We hit Ralphs way too late, way too hungry, and without a list were rendered completely helpless and directionless in the aisles. We threw a bunch of shit we didn’t really need into the basket and as we shopped would place things back on the shelves, […]

Another Year Older

February 22, 2010


I’ve been obsessed with the Mumford & Sons album “Sigh No More,” which is where the last post quotes lyrics from, and will explain why once again, I’m using song lyrics as I write. I can’t stop playing the album, it’s either Mumford and Sons or the new Sade album “Soldier of Love.” Today though, […]

Secrets and Lies

February 18, 2010


Can you lie next to her And give her your heart, your heart As well as your body And can you lie next to her And confess your love, your love As well as your folly And can you kneel before the king And say I’m clean, I’m clean I’ve always held something back in […]

Back into EMDR

February 16, 2010


It’s been a minute since I’ve been here, I know. I’ve finished my book proposal, to the point where I can polish it and hopefully go to town pitching to publishers. It feels good to make this sort of progress, feels good to put my mind to something and do it. I’ve also started using […]

Back in the Saddle…

February 8, 2010


ahhhhh…. the joys of being healthy. Well, not quite. But certainly on the path to recovery. On that Broad Highway. The incessant seal hacking cough has subsided and turned into a chunky juicy productive cough, one in which all sorts of interesting things are coming up. Probably too much information, but hell, I share everything […]

Sick dog

February 5, 2010


This is the first time I’ve been sick, really really sick, since I quit using. Normally, when I get sick, I’m already so medicated I don’t notice anything until I’m in full blown shitsville, chronic bronchitis and strep a 3-5 times a year type thing. This time I started feeling under the weather, noticed an […]