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The Meaning of Monday

August 29, 2010


I’ve heard the phrase “Monday Blues” my entire adult life, and have never given much thought to what it actually means. Partially because Friday and Monday had little difference to me due to the strange pornographic work schedule, partially because if I did happen to work on a Monday, the majority of porn companies didn’t […]

Life’s Celebration

August 26, 2010


We left for San Francisco early Friday morning, sometime around 6am, and made it into my hometown by 12:30. Mr. Man has never seen Moraga, the town I spent my high school years wandering about, and even though it was under unpleasant circumstances, I was proud to walk Rheem shopping center with him. Take him […]

Life and Death..

August 15, 2010


A very full couple of weeks filled with both life and death, leaving me gasping for air, trying to remain present and authentic. Authenticity remains difficult for me, allowing myself to grieve when I need to grieve and not try to cover it all up with smiles and “I’m fine.” This is my first experience, […]